The grind
Ever had a day where you gained a new perspective or resolve? For me that day wasnt today. Because today was just like yesterday and the day before it and the 300 before them. Nothing changed. It happens not when you want or need it. Benign and even tranquil moments are where you find the things you need. The unusual and the odd wont have the impact of everyday, a day to day existence is all there is and any hopes to the contrary are well you know. It is what it wants to be and nothing more. Watching, hoping, or needing wont change a thing, not a god damn fucking thing.
What a load of pretentious shit that was.