Fearsome
Only tell me things that I dont have to remember later, my retention is that shot. Sometimes I check to make sure my breath is still warm, just to confirm that I am still here. Wondering if everything really is dangerous. Lying on the beach, mold in my shower, arsenic in my bottled water. And yet real danger never happens when you are thinking about it. Anger being stronger than fear, how purpose lends itself to added incentive. I want every minute, more than most. What is it that I do remember? Only the useless things like a song lyric or the way an anonymous woman looked at me 15 years ago, then I think of the monkey that learned sign language but lied a lot, well a lot for a monkey that knows sign language.